BBW Ripley Star masturbates with a vibrator and talks about her day

these. I guess it's a vlog. Ew. I just kind of felt like recording one of these today. I haven't done it in a long time but they used to be kind of popular back on the porn hub and then I nuked them all because I didn't like looking at them. Even though this is the worst place to do these sort of things because at least I know my neighbor on my side can definitely hear me like every word I say so that's fun. and every other noise I make too but like whatever man they know they gotta know so well they're gonna kick me out for it probably let's find out so I just I just wanted to have a little chat well I wanted to have a little talk and I'm gonna use this while I do it and I'm gonna try I'm gonna try not to come within two minutes and end this video too soon. I'm gonna try. So you know how you guys know, oh my god it's so strong, stupid. You guys know I started doing these on live streams for like a little bit but I didn't get the live viewers I wanted so I still didn't have enough topics to talk about so I figured not trying to do these too regularly would probably be for the best. And I'm gonna do them when I have things to talk about. And so they do. I'm gonna struggle because this is very distracting. But I'm gonna do it. So... I'll go with a more interesting thing. Yesterday I had a date. It's been my first one in a while. I wish I could blame the pandemic, but I'm just bad. I'm bad. I'm bad at sorting out dates. It was quite spontaneous, but it was a guy I've been talking to on Tinder for a little bit. Very nice. Just suddenly I'll say, hey, do you want to go see a movie? And I said, yes. So I went to see you last night. So, oh, God. and it was pretty good I enjoyed the movie it got really stupid and it lasted like 10 minutes but I still enjoyed it yeah he liked the facial it was fun and my neighbors are deciding to bang around in the hallway now but fuck it I'm not gonna stop the guy was lovely about halfway through the movie he like put his hand on my leg and then moved it away straight away like he was worried it would cross like a boundary the first time we're meeting and we're meeting fuck me okay so and i was um kind of ridiculously horny because i haven't had sex in ages hadn't so i um kind of just grabbed his hand and put it back just wanted to send a little message which he got oh fucking christ i said i'm not gonna come too soon but i fucking know and afterwards we went to get some drinks and we ended up staying out until like 1am, we were just talking too much he's Romanian, very nice dude we both drink a lot of whiskey so that's fun and I got a little bit drunk only a little bit though and I said to myself before that went out I was like I'm not gonna be a dumb whore I'm not gonna be a dumb drunk whore I'm not gonna get drunk and buy back my place half because I'm trying to break that habit of like fucking evil on the first date and half because my place is um decorated in a way my hyper fixation's gotten a bit out of hand sometime I will show what that looks like and you'll get what I mean but it's like I want him to know me a bit better before he has to see this so I said I'm not gonna invite him back here I'm not doing it does it count as breaking that rule if I went back to his place instead oh my god so much fun though one of the few guys I fucked who actually takes his time with it which was really nice didn't get weird at what I've gone down either his idea thank fuck I'm so sick of guys being weird about it oh god and the sex was great really great he took his time he was very touchy which I like I like that a lot kept kissing my neck which I saw just like before it also worked out my back is very sensitive especially on my spine and you have this little like a like a playwriting crop not like a real one like I've got like one you do use for sex fuck me oh my god this is getting really difficult and he like lightly stroked up and down my back and I went nuts it makes me get your spine tingle so much oh I didn't realize it was that sensitive because no one's done that before I wish I wasn't so drunk when I was doing it though. I wasn't like super drunk but it made me kind of tired so I couldn't enjoy it as much. I'm not gonna drink as much next time because I'm gonna do it. Guess who? Whose camera was full? Card I mean. My card was full and it stopped recording. I can't even remember what I said last. ah was on a fucking roll, was having a great time and then just stopped recording. Nightmare. I think what I said last was um that I wanted to do it again. Alright here we go. Oh god that's so much. It's so intense. Um yeah yeah I would like to do it again. More sober and just the second fuck's always better anyway you're a little bit less self-conscious and you know each other a little bit more um problem is i didn't at any point mention that i'm not looking for a relationship i'm kind of just friends with benefits kind of thing um so i probably should have told him that i'm not i'm still not really feeling like i want to get into like a full relationship with anyone um It's kind of just how do you describe it? I don't like having ties when I'm considering moving because I am considering moving and I don't want to like get an actual boyfriend or girlfriend and have like a reason to stick around that sounds horrible, but you know what I mean It's a bit like having a pet you don't particularly want to buy a dog when you're thinking about moving I'm calling men animals. Women too. Some of quality there. Takeaway point. Date was fun. I fucked. It was good. Enjoyed it. We'll try and do that again. That was nice. oh and he actually asked me before choking me which was nice and he didn't do it too hard but he just like put his hand there and asked like are you okay with that and i was like yes and that sounds like a small thing to be celebrating but my ex didn't ask and it sucked so it means a lot it means a lot when someone asks before doing anything extreme which he always did and he didn't pull my hair I like it when people hold it like that but I can't stand it when they yank it especially if they hold it by the ends and yank it fucking hate that shit it takes me out of the moment I love it when people just kind of do that that's lovely do that don't yank it hold don't pull oh fuck what else oh okay I guess I was also gonna try and talk about some not I guess changes I want to do with this channel is it Matly Femmes channel I don't know service nothing too major um I've been thinking about it a lot lately and I've decided I kind of want to try and make this my full-time job and I know that sounds difficult but I really enjoy doing it and I think if I've got more hours hours into it I can make it I can do it, I think. I would like to. I love doing it and I think I'm okay at it. I've had people stick around for a long time which makes me think I have to be doing something right. Oh fuck. So maybe I can. Maybe I can do it and do this for a job. I think I would love that. Especially if I'm doing it full time. I have a lot more time to put into it which would be so much fun. things that I think would need to change is I would need to work on doing more promotion because I'm bad at that. I don't actually do any apart from... Occasionally, I've done something on, oh I don't need to do that but that's fine. I've done something on Pornhub or Reddit that's actually way harder to focus, oh my god. And that's only occasionally. so I think that's what I'm gonna try and work on next fucking if anyone knows anything about like social media promotion fucking hit me up I'll work out some kind of deal to pay you back because I am so lost on all of this this is not what I'm trained for I'm not trained for direct shit um yeah so that's that's one thing I want to change the second thing is if i start making a lot more content like i've been trying to do, i don't know if that's been obvious, um a lot more like fuck it doesn't feel right saying high qu